So I had the courage to ask Cody from set it off out.
He said we would hang out
On the outside I was like cool
On the inside I was like yeah right
Still think about what it may have been like hanging out with this dude.
Wondering if he might have liked me and given me a chance.
Good thing I didn’t get my hopes up..
Still wish he would at least talk to me.
But why would it be me out of all people?
im lost. I keep getting told i need to just get over it, and find happiness within myself. i try. i really do. but i cant seem to find it. and im torn between whether i should hold myself together, pretending to be happy, or if i should just fall apart, and let people see how broken i really am. Either way, i’ll end up alone. either way, nobody will care.