I loved you through every flaw you saw in yourself. Loved you for the reflection in the mirror that you wanted to make so many changes to. My love was real and your leaving, but just know it took so many relationships to feel the way you made me feel. And I never looked at anyone the way I look at you. So just remember this you might leave me, start to flirt and think why did I Stay with him for so long, but I will always love you no matter what you decide to do. You have no idea what you mean to me, but we all lose our parents someday and this pain for me is close enough to that as I can’t imagine anything worse. You are my first love and always will be so if you leave now just know what we had was real and I’ll always love you no matter what happens..